Alpha Male Chapter Twenty-Seven - Intoxication by LoganLuvr
Logan lay on the soft ground thinking for a few minutes after Ari left. He wasn't real comfortable with her going back alone, but he'd sensed a finality in her tone. She wanted to be alone. He snickered, he knew that feeling. That was what he usually wanted, too... the odd thing was, for the first time in a long time, he didn't want to be alone. When she'd walked away, it felt like part of his soul was leaving him.
He thought about all that she had told him, and he shook his head. As usual, he'd wound up being his own worst enemy... destroying, in himself, his only real chance for happiness. It seemed like a fitting end.
Eventually, he got up, brushed himself off, and walked back to the mansion... he really wanted a smoke, but his cigar and lighter were in his jacket... on her. He thought about her, wearing his jacket... soft brown leather, over her soft white skin, his scent blending with hers. He still wanted her, needed her. He wondered if it was this bad for her, this terrible needing, this desperate aching for something you couldn't have. She had said she felt it, too... and, of course, he had felt it when he was holding her, kissing and biting the back of her neck. She had been insane with desire for him, albeit a little more sane than he had been. Thinking about her brought his body right back to the state of arousal that had become so familiar in the last few days, it was painful... he chuckled... payback for what he had made her do. The thought of what they had done... Damn! He wished he could remember... he shook that thought out of his mind.
The closer he got to the mansion, the stronger his desire for her became... their bodies needed each other, in a way that they couldn't understand, it was something bigger than them, something primal that they had no idea how to control. As soon as he opened the front door of the mansion it hit him full force. He groaned, she needed him as badly as he needed her. It grieved him, because he knew that she didn't really want him, and she was fighting the need with everything in her... knowing that if she gave in, it could destroy her life.
As he started up the stairs, he heard her, in his mind for the first time since he'd been sick, softly calling his name. He shook his head, and tried to ignore it, telling himself over and over, - She doesn't want you.-
He was nearing her room, and it was growing louder, and more insistent. - Logan, please...-
- Logan, I need you...- He stopped outside her door... his door... resting his head on it, his hand on the knob. - Logan, please... I need you so bad. - Logan's mind and body were in a battle of wills. He could feel that she was in pain, not just loneliness, loss and sadness, but real, physical pain. She really did need him as badly as he needed her. He shook his head and let go of the knob, turning to leave. - Logan... I want you... to touch me...- He moaned and turned back to the door... it was open. Shit! He opened it quietly and stepped inside, closing it softly behind him and leaning against it, his heart racing and his mind and body pounding with desire. Thankfully, she was not in the room. He leaned there, against the door with his eyes closed, arguing with himself, trying to force himself to do the right thing and leave her alone. - Oh, Logan... it feels so good... - she purred seductively in his mind.
Logan walked toward the bathroom slowly, she was in the shower, he could hear the water and see the steam rising and floating out of the bathroom door. He convinced himself that he was just going to check on her.... to make sure she was okay. He opened the door, blinking when the full force of the steam hit his face. When it finally cleared, he could see her in the shower through the hazy, steam covered glass.
Ari was leaning back against the shower wall, her back to the spray. Her hair was pulled up loosely, on top of her head, and she was bent over, letting the spray hit her full-force on the back of her neck, where he had... kissed her...he swallowed. She was remembering...Her hands were spread wide and moving across her stomach, mimicking the way he had
touched her ... as he watched in misery, she groaned and slid one hand up toward her breast and the other down toward ... Shit! He closed his eyes tight, trying to force the picture out of his mind... It wasn't right... he shouldn't be here. The impact of what he saw before his eyes, blended with the onslaught of emotions that were flowing from her to him, knocked Logan to his knees. His arm hit her hairbrush that was sitting on the sink and knocked it skittering to the floor. He kneeled there, eyes closed, desperately trying to get a-hold of himself, to be strong... for her.
Ari looked up... she needed Logan so bad that she was almost completely out of it. She was under the influence of her raging hormones, and her body was reacting the way a female animal's would before she mated. The hormones and chemicals in her body were blending and causing an almost anesthetic effect to come over her. In her mind, Logan was there, in that shower with her, kissing her. Then she had heard a thud... and something falling.
Logan heard the shower shut off and he opened his eyes to see Ari, stepping out of the shower, completely nude and dripping, with a very confused look on her face. Her body was gorgeous, soft and long-legged, smooth as satin. In her mind, she had been with him, in the shower, and now, here he was, fully dressed and on his knees on the bathroom floor. She walked over to him, concerned. " What are you doing, Logan?," she asked softly. He groaned and closed his eyes, his body was way beyond aroused. She knelt down in front of him slowly, a single tear rolled down his cheek ... she leaned into him and took his face in her hands, opening her mouth and slowly trailing her tongue up his face, licking the tear away." It's okay, Logan," she said softly. "Oh, God...", he groaned as his body rippled with desire. He opened his eyes and looked at her, growing worried. He knew that there was no way she would be doing this... this was not her. Something was very wrong with her... his heart caught in fear. He pulled his flannel shirt off quickly and helped her put it on, trying for the life of him, not to notice how soft and beautiful her breasts were. She frowned, apparently, she didn't seem to think she needed it.
He was growing more worried by the minute. Ari pulled up the edge of his shirt, and held it to her nose, breathing him in deeply, and smiling, her eyes closed. " Ari... Hey, Ari," he called, his voice trembling with fear. He began shaking her shoulders gently.
She frowned slightly, not wanting to be aroused from the dream she had created in her mind. He shook her softly again... " Ari... It's me, Logan..." she looked up at him dazed, through half closed eyes. -Shit! She doesn't even know I''m here! What the Hell is wrong with her? - Fear seized him, he was near panic by now, he shook her a little harder.. " Ari.. It's me Logan... I'm really here, Ari..."
Ari's eyes opened slowly under a heavy frown. Logan looked so beautiful, kneeling there before her, his tight black T-shirt bulging with muscles, his dark, black piercing eyes searching hers... he was so close. She focused in on reality, gradually, finally realizing that he was here, in her bathroom and she... she looked down... " Oh, My God!, "she cried softly. She pulled Logan's shirt around her tightly, and looked at him wide-eyed, not sure what to do. " Logan..." she licked her lips, still not fully back to her senses.
"What are you doing? "
Logan swallowed, his heart beating in loudly in his ears. " You were callin' me... in my head, I ... knew I shouldn't come, but ... you were sorta' beggin' me... I'm sorry."
Ari sighed and dropped her eyes, her face turning scarlet. " No, I'm sorry Logan, I'm... I'm feeling myself losing it... I'm getting lost in it."
Logan frowned, he didn't understand. " it's the weirdest thing. ... when animals mate, the female's body produces a kind of natural anesthetic to calm her... I think it's happening to me... I can feel myself losing control... it's like I'm drugged, or drunk or something..." Logan nodded his head, that would definitely explain what he had just witnessed. " I'm sorry I was calling you, I was... way out there... somewhere." She snickered nervously.
" It's not funny, Ari! You scared the Hell outa' me," he said seriously. " I thought there was somethin' really wrong with ya'." His tone and the look of fear in her eyes tugged at her heart. She could feel his heart pounding madly. " I was shakin' ya' and you didn't even know I was really here... Hell, Ari, you walked outa' the shower... completely naked." Her face reddened again. She leaned up onto her knees shakily and wrapped her arms around him. " I'm sorry, ... I didn't mean to scare you... I'm okay, I promise."
Logan groaned and pulled her to his chest tightly, she could feel his body shaking. " I don't ever want anything to happen to you..." he said hoarsely "... if anything ever happens to you, I'll..." They held each other tightly for several minutes, enjoying the feel of each other's bodies. " I'm sorry, Logan..."
He was struggling to control himself, he wanted to kiss her so badly, but in the end, it was Ari who couldn't stand it any longer. She leaned away from him and brought her shaking mouth to his, parting her lips before they even touched, taking his tongue into her wanting mouth, giving him hers and kissing him fervently, deeply...passionately, like she had wanted to for what seemed like an eternity. Their memories of each other's mouths had been keeping them going, but they were nothing compared to the real thing.
Logan was struggling desperately to remain in control of himself... he had already lost it once tonight, and he didn't aim to let it happen again. It was difficult, because Ari was wild, almost frantic with desire. She was moving her hands over him, touching him, his neck, his shoulders, his back. He knew she didn't want him... really... she had told him that, she didn't want this. He drew away from her, slowly, bringing the intoxicating kiss to an end. She groaned, reluctant to let his mouth go, and lowered her face to his neck, kissing him and sliding her tongue over his skin, sending ripples of pleasure through his body. Shit! His breathing was ragged, and when he spoke, his voice was hoarse, low.." Ari... tell me again..." She slid her tongue up to his ear, she licked and then bit his earlobe gently between her teeth. "Mmm?" He swallowed, " ... explain to me again..." Her tongue went into his ear, he groaned.." Oh, God ... Please, Ari... explain to me again.... why I don't want ta' make love to ya', ... ' cause I forgot..."
The words "make love to ya' " sent a shudder of lust through her body and she moved back to his mouth moaning. He resisted, but she coaxed a response out of him, drawing it out of him with her tongue. He was helpless to fight against her, he groaned deeply, and gave his mouth over to hers completely. They kissed hard and long, moaning and caressing each other's faces with their hands. Ari moved in closer, spreading her shaking legs and straddling his, sitting on his lap and leaning her body into him. Her body was on fire, she was trembling everywhere, afraid, unsure, but unable to stop herself... she wanted him, and she couldn't deny herself the pleasure of his touch any longer. She wanted more of him... all of him. She pressed her burning, aching body into his hardness, causing him to groan again, loudly. She showed him what she wanted him to do to her with her tongue, the way he had taught her.
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